Monday, January 18, 2010

Weeks 55-58


As a change, I have decided to include the letter we send to Austin, since much of his letter's content is in respond to something we wrote. Mom

-----Original Message-----
From: "Danny & Diane Waller"
To: "Austin Waller"
Date: Mon, 7 Sep 2009 09:48:37 -0400
Subject: Week 55

Hello thinner Elder Waller,

It has been a very long week. I see dad indicated I felt like a prisoner. It is true. We didn't get to do anything for Robert on his birthday, Aug 24, because of the surgery. So we called yesterday to set up something before the next surgery, Sept 21st. Guess what, he and Anita are sick. Sounds like the flu. We'll get around to Robert's birthday one day. I have been insisting on seeing them in person and not just delivering a gift, at least while they are here.

Our Church meeting schedule changed from 1-4 to 11-2 yesterday. Yay! I told Danny I may just have to get a mask and hand wipes in order to go to church.
Although that is going to look strange, especially to the children, (I am not teaching anymore because of germs). But, I feel ridiculous sitting at home. Although yesterday, while Danny was at church one of his co-workers called to get our address to bring over a meal. Wow! Didn't expect that. We had leftover steak in the refrigerator. The food she brought was very good and will be today as well.

I saw Rachel sitting on the porch of the house that is next to hers. It looks like her boyfriend has moved there. He was cooking for her. She doesn't look like she has much time left on this earth. She is very thin and frail but her stomach is huge. Her breathing is shallow. She has been to Carolina, Duke and South Carolina and they had told her they have done all they can do medically. She is now getting holistic treatment from a Christian center in Atlanta. I shared with her my illness and that opened the door. She and her friend, Frank, are reading and studying the bible. It appears to be a constant companion. My only silent concern is that she and Frank are still expecting Rachel to be healed. I began discussing the Plan of Happiness, without using that term, talking about death as more of an advancement to our next stage of life. One that each and every one of us has to travel. We should embrace God's love and that this next stage of life will be filled with more love than we ever thought possible.

I was able to share something I learned that day with her. While channel surfing I found some Howard Godall's Big Bang music education series. You may have seen some of them. This one was on the history of notation. It brought out the fact that notation was only created after the death of Christ. It was for the sake of worshiping him. The monks were desperate to find a way for each church to sing the same songs the same way. So, unsurprising to us, it is the influence of Christ that we have organized music and not just noise. Rachel loved this as do I. She listens to a great deal of Christian music.

I watched a show called "I Survived". It is normally the story of how this person fought off a human or animal attacker, or other types of accidents.
This special show was about three people who "died" and came back. They were all very similar in the feeling of exceptional love at the "entrance" to this wonderful place. The funny part was one lady who was sitting on this stairway to heaven (each person's entrance to this wonderful place was a little different) gazing at the greatest beauty she has ever seen when up comes these cats that wind around her legs, purring and loving her. There are also dogs, who stop to acknowledge her then happily bound into this big ball of light. She has not seen these animals before. So dad says, "Road Kill". We crack up.

Anyway.That's a good place to stop. The stories were very interesting.

I know it is Labor day and we may not hear from you until tomorrow.

Til then,

Love you, mom


Sept 7, 2009
Week 55
Hey,

We work on Labor Day too! So you will hear from me today. I will make an effort to write a letter to Rachel. It is hard, seeings how busy we are, but I will do my best. It is good that you had that missionary moment. Sharing the plan of happiness (salvation, redemption, other various names) is something very crucial in the missionary lessons. I will do what I can in the letter to help.

Roadkill huh? I see plenty of cats and dogs out here. Not much roadkill though. Well, uhh this week was very un-eventful. I was kinda in a bind. If I moved at all, a condition I had would become worse and I would have to start recovery all over again. To explain what it was...uhh....lets just say it hurt to sit down. Yeah. It did not feel good at all.

Not much else is going on here. I wish I could say there was more, but when you are in the smallest area in the entire world, work is few and far between.

With much love,

Elder Austin Waller

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-----Original Message-----
From: "Danny & Diane Waller"
To: "'Austin Waller'"
Date: Sun, 13 Sep 2009 22:22:11 -0400
Subject: Week 56

Hello Elder Waller,

I am looking at my letter from last week and it was a really long one. I don't think I have nearly that much to say this week.

Before I forget, next Monday, Sept 21st, is my next surgery. (this is a double mastectomy with the insertion of a port that will allow ease in delivery of the chemo treaments).I don't have the schedule yet, but send your e-mail to Dad's work e-mail address.
danny.waller@onslow.org

It will be good to get this surgery behind me so I can get on with the rest of my treatments and life. I have been hunkered down here in the house to avoid the swine flu and other maladies. I don't want to miss surgery because I am "SICK". HA! Dad says I will need to be re-baptized by the time I get to go to church again. Ha Ha!

I got a card from Aunt Judy. She has just sent her daughter with her grandson to Provo, Utah to check into the MTC. So you have another cousin on a mission. His name is Eric Smith and he is going to South Denver. You and he are 2nd cousins.

I should be back in time to catch your e-mail tomorrow. I have to go for my pre-op again. Just enough time has passed that I have to do it all over again.

I continue to get so many cards. I think everybody in Albertson has sent one and many employees at the hospital as well. And today LaRue Hambrick stopped by with a beautiful fall chrysanthemum. You may remember her. She was the real estate agent who showed us so many houses. She had a case of breast cancer similar to mine in 1991 and is doing very well.

I sure hope you are doing better. I think I created some more crease lines in my face from all the sympathy pains I had for you. Although it is an embarrassing condition, trust me, nearly everyone has been through it or will. But, you do have to manage it by diet or otherwise. You cannot allow it to sit in your system or continue to have a straining situation. Both are very unhealthy. Eating plant foods is your best bet and stay away from too much white bread.

I just finished talking with your grandma Harper and she told me Linda, Aunt Judy's daughter is back from dropping off Eric. She is super emotional. No one can even ask how Eric is doing and she breaks down in tears. Motherhood is a tough job. God gave us all of these hormones to protect and nurture our children but when the children leave, there is no release from the hormones.
It took me months to calm down from you leaving.

I've spent a over couple of hours trying to write your letter in between phone calls, making yogurt, letting Ace in and out, TV...I'm tired and it is after 10pm. Hopefully I'll get to chat with you tomorrow.

Love ya, mom


Sept 14, 2009
Week 56

Hey,

I AM ABOUT TO GO INSANE WITH THIS COMPUTER! AHHHHHH! It is not working right and it took me 30 minutes just to log in! ARGH! Anyways, sickness is...mostly gone. I have something else now that Elder Parker gave to me. Grrrrrr. Yes...I still growl. Oh very fun week today (sarchasm). One of our investigators is moving. We have been sick on random occasions. I hope nothing else will happen.

President Laney did an awkward interview this time around. He came to our appartment! AHH! Clean, now! Not really. Ours was clean. It was just strange. He managed to get to the house at 1. Long time. He expressed concern for you and asked how you were doing. I told him you were doing alright and when your surgery is. I can call him for anything he said. Yay!

Hormones huh? Uhhhh.....yeah. About that.......no comment.

LaRue came over? Man! Everyone knows! Yes I remember her. I can remember a lot of people. One of the things I use over here while teaching the great apostasy is how many churches are on Gum Branch Rd. 60! AHHHH! They are really surprised. "I didn't know there are that many churches!" One of the reactions I got.

Not much else to talk about. It has been a rough week. Oh yeah! I gave two talks yesterday. It was on Unity. I was told to go by the Spirit. I related it to football. Oh, the congregation paid attention when I did that. Also related it to Emperor Penguins as well. They thought it was funny, but it made complete sense.

Love you all,

Elder Austin Waller
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Sept 21, 2009
Week 57
Hi Elder Waller,

Hope your week was better. We have been working very hard to get some house cleaning projects finished before the surgery. Maybe dad can be online again when your e-mail comes in. The last time we were both there when your e-mail came. But tomorrow’s schedule makes it more unlikely that you will catch us both. We check in at 8am and surgery begins about 10:30am. It could possibly be later.

I received a very nice letter from Karan Witzel. On one hand it is scary to meet so many cancer survivors, but then I think of the word SURVIVOR and have to appreciate that. Zack’s (across the street) grandmother went through this three years ago. I just found out yesterday from her. Sister Witzel was very encouraging and sounds like she has seen you through quite a bit of nurturing. Being your nurse down the street and P-day meal supplier. She said you have been much better since receiving thyroid medicine. Please thank her for her testimony and for sharing her experiences and for taking care of you. Reading her letter made me feel more in touch with you and comforted.

Monica Madden came over and gave me a picture of a live oak tree as well as a journal and cookies. She said our family was like that tree for our ward. She said she has started acting on feelings of compassion. Her actions were very touching.

As for news, we received a wedding invitation from Cami Moore. She is getting married to a young man from Brigham City, Utah. They are having a dance and bull riding at their reception. Sounds fun.

Dad and I have been hearing a rattling sound from his car. It sounded like a loose muffler. He took it in and they discover a much more serious problem about to happen. The clutch to the air conditioner was just hanging on. If it had broken it could have thrown out parts and could have broken other parts. Guess what! The rattle is gone and they said this problem should not have caused that sound. We again, feel blessed. And it was also under warranty. Yeah!

Dad went to one of Robert’s soccer games. I didn’t go. (I have succeeded from getting sick) Dad left when it went into overtime (it had also started to rain). After he left the teams played two overtimes and Robert’s team won by 2 points.

We are getting the front porch replaced this week. I may be recovering from my surgery to the sound of hammers. The contractor knows and will finish quickly. We were scrambling to find keys to the back door. I had one set, we got some duplicates for dad in case the front door is not accessible.

I see you have been to Barnes and Noble. You need to stop going to Barnes and Noble. I know I said you could buy some dinosaur books but over $200 worth (three purchases)? Please only purchase what you need. Many times buying stuff makes us feel better, but later we are without that money and have too much stuff. I put $300 dollars back into your account for the items you really need.

It is also time to get your teeth cleaned again. I had mine cleaned last week. And guess what. She was another cancer survivor (Laura Young) and was a loving load of information. Dr. Armstrong came in and cried with us. During chemo I have to be very particular with my teeth as my immune system will be weakened. Their office has rarely seen any big problems when appropriate care is taken.

I am confident in God’s love and blessings. I am only going through what so many have done before me and I too will be a SURVIVOR in body and especially spirit. Lean on the Lord for your answers and thank Him constantly for all we have been given. We have added asking Heavenly Father to soften the hearts of those in your area, so they will open their doors to you. Then they can experience the joy, obedience to the gospel principals bring.

Again with all our love,
Mom and dad
-----Original Message-----
From: Austin Waller [mailto:adwaller@myldsmail.net]
Sent: Monday, September 21, 2009 12:24 PM
To: Danny Waller
Subject: Week 57

Hey,

This week has been hard. Really hard. We go over to Sis. Witzel's home all the time. Quite fun. It has been difficult to sleep lately. I don't know why, but I stay up after midnight without even trying. I'm gonna talk to Sis. Laney about it.

There is one thing that has got me troubled. The strange part, it is not about the mission. It is when I get back! Good grief, I panicked last night. Why? I am completely into the missionary lifestyle and don't really have to worry about anything. Life is simply TOO easy. Next thing you know, 2 years is up and you are slung back into the real world with no buffer at all! AHHH! Scary.

One of the people we are working with who is less-active is coming to church this Sunday! He might have gone yesterday to a Primary Program, but we are not sure. We have been working with Bro. Petty for a while now. I am happy to see him coming back.

Teaching is starting to pick up here. We picked up 2 new investigators this week. It was the first time we were ever let in. I don't really know what else to say. There isn't much. For one thing, I do cover the two smallest stakes in the church!

With Love,

Elder Austin Waller
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Sept 28, 2009
Week 58

-----Original Message-----
From: "Danny & Diane Waller"
To: "'Austin Waller'"
Date: Mon, 28 Sep 2009 09:07:23 -0400
Subject: Week 58

Dear Elder Waller,

This is going to be very short and sweet as this last surgery was major. I was doing as well as expected until Saturday morning I woke up feeling very bad. Achy and hot and cold. Dad was out golfing. Then I looked down at my drainage tube and it was maximally filled. But to my alarm the color of the blood was closer to black that red. I hurriedly drained it and the new drain was very dark red but looked more normal. I took my temp and it was 101.
When dad got home he was alarmed and called Penny Burlingame to check me out. I was taken to the hospital, checked out in the ER and admitted until yesterday about 2pm.

They found I was anemic, and may have a beginning infection. The anemia comes from loss of blood from the surgery but not enough for a transfusion.
I am on iron tablets and lots of rest.

Maybe by the time your e-mail comes I can be here and will be more alert. I rested very well last night and have had a hard time waking up this morning.

Don't worry this is major surgery recovery. It will take about two weeks to start feeling close to normal again.

Talk to you later,

Love,

mov



Hey,

Sorry for e-mailing so late. I got really sick this morning and we missed the e-mail time. So we worked our tails off to figure out how we could do this. I was transferred on Wednesday. Our area was whitewashed. Great. Oh well, I like this area and my companion is cool. We get along great.

Man, I can tell mom was not feeling good at all this morning. Why? Her signature was spelled "mov" instead of "mom." I hope I get better soon as well. I have blisters on my feet from walking so much. Bad ones. Then this morning was bad. You can see in my face that something bad had happened. Hey the priesthood works. After the blessing my stomach settled down and I could get to work. Although, I was extremely exhausted and went to sleep from 10-2. Yeah, this morning wasn't good at all.

I am in the Oquirrh Point Stake over in Kearns. Hey, it's fun here! I like it also because we only have one stake to cover and they are very organized and their main focus is on missionary work. YES! I couldn't get over to a post-office to mail some stuff home, so I will get there next week. My new companion's name is Elder Feriante.

Well, that is about it over here. I got my first refill for my medicine. YAY! While there I met the cousin of a missionary that just came in. It was pretty cool. Also, yesterday we met Elder Gonzalez of the Presidency of the Seventy. He was cool. Really nice. Let me know if there is anything you would like me to do out here. Oh yeah! I already know what I want for my 21'st birthday. You might be shocked about this so sit down if you aren't. For my 21'st birthday, I want to know what you wished you knew before you got married. No joke. One benefit to this...well, actually two. It is free, and it is good for the rest of your life. If you could give me that, it will be great.

Talk later,

Elder Austin Waller

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Weeks 49-54


Elder Austin Waller and Elder Collado Aug 28 2009
Week 54 August 31, 2009
Hey,

That is a really good e-mail Aunt Bonnie sent you. Also what you told me about everyone else and the help they are giving really gives me comfort. But about that mission thing.

I guarantee you that missionaries in the field since the bar has been raised will eventually become leaders in the church. Some of us are being pushed to the brink by many afflictions, temptations, and rough trials. It is VERY true that during trials we are only delivered at the darkest hour. Why? I know it. Missionaries in this day and age are being brought up to have the faith of Moroni, Alma and his sons, the sons of Mosiah, and others. We all face trials of many kinds, but unless we move on with faith that all will be right in due time, we cannot progress in the time to come. In the darkest of times comes the brightest of hopes and the warmest of comforts. We must stand as beacons to those around us so they will know where to turn. Never hide your light. Let it shine to the world.

So, there goes my preaching again. It is hard not to turn something into a teaching moment now. You know you've been in Utah for too long when you start recounting wars and you get to the more modern wars and end up calling Desert Storm, "Deseret Storm." Hmmmm...yeah. I call it Utafied. I am getting a bigger dosage of thyroid meds. Good grief, and if I am not hyper enough as it is! This...is going to be fun. Trust me, you will not remember who I am by the end of this mission.

The picture is of Elder Collado and I. I saw something in it that I haven't noticed before. I am thinner! Woo! Am I doing anything different? No. Someone told me that their son had the same problem, took the medication without changing his life, and all the extra weight and body fat literally melted off. I am looking forward to this. Ok, worldly pleasures I know. But this is a good one ok? Anyways, take care and know that I barely mention anything about your condition out here and people begin to pray for you. So many families out here wouldn't even want to think of something like this happening, so they do all they can to help out. Many more prayers are being offered without being asked.

With love,
Elder Austin Waller

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Week 53 August 24, 2009
Hey,

I loved the box! (We made Austin an Halfway Through box. Of course the contents were only 1/2 of each item-mom) The one thing that kinda irked me though was when I got half a tie and one sock. Another tie would be fun, but the socks would actually be useful. This week has been rather tough. I have been using that flower looking thing to keep my cool. We had appointments this week that would have brought us 8 new investigators! Guess what? ALL OF THEM FELL THROUGH! Two of those investigators fell through three times! GAH! Nothing much other than that. Wait...haha! I remember something!

Ok, so this happened once before already. We get out of the house and go out doing our business. Then Elder Parker needs to use the bathroom, so we go to a church building. Then he reaches for the keys in his pocket. I turn around and find him staring in front of him with a pale blank stare. He had forgotten the keys, which also have the key to our home! After telling him that I was going to kill him multiple times if we could not get into our home, we went to the house. Tried all of the doors, which were locked. I noticed one of the doors was not as secure as the others. My mind said, "All I need is a flat-head screwdriver." Then I look behind me, see the shed, and head to the door. I find that the door is locked and look down. And it came to pass that I found a flat-head screwdriver just lying, partially buried, in the dirt. I grabbed it and immediately went to work on the door trying to push the latch in. Guess what? It worked! We got in and got the keys. Then the owners, who were supposed to be getting back the NEXT day, drove up as we were exiting. Then it happened a second time, which we got on film just to prove that it was done. So that was funny, and Elder Parker still lives because I was able to get us in. Talk about following the Spirit! WOO!

Cats? There are plenty around here! ACK! It is crazy! Both rabid ones and docile ones! There are also a couple that have high-blood-pressure and go haywire and bipolar at the same time! We have large ones and small ones. Fat ones and thin ones. Buff ones and scrawny ones. Lazy ones and fanatic ones. CATS ARE EVERYWHERE! Dogs as well.

People out here were kinda pushing me to the brink about your cancer. However, I kept the faith that everything is going to go well. I also just stopped telling people. Made it easier for me. If you find yourself not having the faith to get through it, have faith in my faith. The reason why is because I know you will get through this perfectly fine and you will recover with no incident. Also take note that your name is still in the temple. So move on. Be strong and of a good courage, for the Lord is by your side. So is everyone else.

Dad, it may be hard, but you can get through this. If you ever find yourself in a hole, read the scriptures, listen to music, it will help. Play your violin. It is a good way to express feelings. Also remember hope. It is a limitless source of strength and courage. One of the best things to do is to be optimistic. Optimism will get you through anything. It has been a hard week out here, but we stayed optimistic and learned many things and enjoyed ourselves. It is a contagion of good. Remember that what you do to others will be returned to you. I'm basically going over things I have studied recently, but it applies. Remember that President Uchtdorf, at the MTC, gave a blessing to all the missionaries and their families that everything will be alright and everyone would be safe.

Enough about that. You will be fine. Just know that all is well. How is your violin progressing anyways? I'm not so sure I will be able to call. (Austin was able to call home Aug 29th. It was wonderful to talk to him. We were able to give him more details and we could hear the faith in our voices.) It would be best for you to call Uncle Chuck. Me also. That or just call President Laney. I found out that he did call and he left a message, but for some weird reason it did not come through. So, yes he did call. It just never reached our phone for some reason.

Love ya,

Elder Austin Waller

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Week 52 August 17, 2009
Hey,

The charges were all music, and all have helped keep my mood well. I was fine while doing the e-mail thing about cancer last week. Later in the day my mind went kinda like this. (Wait....WHOA! REWIND! WHAT?!) Anyways, the very next day, your name went into the temple. Hooray!

Things are getting better here as we are trying some new things. It is kind of ironic today that all of our appointments are on the same street. Weird how it worked out.

Cameron is home huh? I know exactly why they are in the mountains. It is really hard to adjust back to reality, kinda why I want to be driven home instead of fly. Arthur is getting married huh? To someone from Twin Falls? Could you ask her if she knows Brandy and Garth Shilling? They moved up there. If you remember, I helped teach Brandy and saw her baptized by Garth. Jeremy will go. If anyone knows, I do. He would do really well because of his family surroundings that he grew up in. Missions are for several reasons. One being self-improvement and growth. Another being for the salvation of others.

Man...things ARE changing at home. When I get back, that kid is gonna be almost a year old! Wait...NON-MEMBERS visiting church! WHOA! That is what we call golden out here! Fellowship them like crazy!

Medications? They are working well. I get to start taking two pills tomorrow. Elder Parker is excited for that since I have become really funny and energetic. He definitely notices a difference.

Uhh....maybe you should start by shifting on the "A" string. Enamel will last longer. Golf is a humbling game. I am pretty sure that is just Heavenly Father saying "Try again, you still have more to learn."

One funny experience I had was when we were trying to contact someone this week. I saw something red, thought it was the persons shirt, and pulled sharply to the side of the road, parked the truck and jumped out. Elder Parker was close behind. Then I see what it actually was. I say, "Carp." ( a word I commonly use since I think it is funnier to use a fish) Elder Parker asks me what. Then I explain to him that I accidently mistook the red mailbox for the person we were trying to contact. Shows you how much energy I have from the medication.

Love ya,

Elder Austin Waller

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Week 51 August 10, 2009
Hey,

Uhhh...I was never contacted about anything. I kept getting feelings that something wasn't right throughout the week though. I felt that it was back at home. Apparently, this is what those feelings were referring to. At least I was warned, spiritually. Don't worry, you will be fine. If I feel comfortable about it, you should. Just read James 5 and you will see why. I had that feeling about Uncle Chuck also. I know he wants to serve 5. Aunt Sharon doesn't want to leave again though. If they want to teach, they could work in the less-active mission coming here. I hear that is really good. They would only have to go to appointments as far as I know.

My thyroid is very underactive and apparently has been for a very long time. Dr. Sundwall was very surprised to see those results from me. I have been taking Levothyroxine since Tuesday. No more back pain. The doctor couldn't explain it. HA!

Shifting huh? First position is where your first finger, index, is on the first note. If you were playing on the A string, your first finger would be on the B. Second position on the A would be C. Third would be D, and so on. The position number just depends on where you put your index finger. It is often easiest to start with Third Position.

Speaking about music, I am learning the piano. Very, very quickly. I am pretty much getting the top notes down on most songs. In some cases, I don't need to look down anymore. "Sad Romance." That sounds as if it is on FF10. FF= Final Fantasy. Yeah it is. I have that game. I remember the part also. HAHA! Don't remember the music though, but it is good. You will find that most Final Fantasy Music is great. Have Dad search for Yuna's Ballad. That is my favorite. He should be able to play that and it will give him some challenge.

Also about music. Listen to it constantly. It has been proven to lift moods, help people heal quickly, and recover faster. Sure works out here!

I have learned out here why so many people felt I was a strong leader. It was because of my example. That is the exact reason why. I'm glad I finally figured this out. By the way, 10 days till I hit 1 year.

Love ya,

Elder Austin Waller

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Week 50 August 3, 2009
Hey,

2 more weeks till my half-way mark! AHH!

I kinda had to go during the middle of the e-mail talk. Sorry about that. I had a feeling that you would eventually come to the knowledge that it could be kidneys. When Uncle Chuck mentioned the possibility, I felt as if I had a death sentence put on me. Yes I did go to the doctor, and found out that I am perfectly fine? Uhh....pain does not equal fine! At least pain like that! And the warning about the ibuprofen came a little late, not on your part. On Friday I took some and had the worst flare of pain ever and could not find relief after that by laying down. Trust of ibuprofen now is completely kaput! I am still confident that it is not muscles. I have had muscle pains before. These are not alike. Not dehydration either. Your anxieties may be calm, but I am still trying to figure out how a nothing can cause a something! It can also be real hard when you companion starts going insane and slightly impatient...oh well. I should be figuring out later today about the blood test they are doing.

So, other than laying in bed a ton, really nothing exciting except for flares of pain and agony. Oh yeah...horrible week. I had a feeling something wasn't right, and shortly after, look what happens! WHOA! A new refrigerator? Cool. Literally. At least you actually HAVE storms. What they call storms out here are barely even showers back at home!

Back still hurts, not as much. Still trying to figure it out. At least I am on my feet a lot more and able to get out and do stuff. But the pain is mostly in the kidney area, which still has me concerned. I don't care what the doctor says, something is going on. I'll be fine, but I would ask that you pray that this thing will be discovered so that I can stop thinking about it. Sleep has improved slightly. That is really it.

Still can't find a post office around here.

With love,
Elder Austin Waller
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Week 49
July 7, 2009
Hey,

I figured out what the whole "something wasn't right" thing. It started only a few days ago. My back began to hurt. And it only got worse. It has gotten to the point that I cannot concentrate on anything else because of the pain. The only way to relieve it is to lay down. It hurts whenever I am sitting or standing, and yes it does hurt a lot right now. That is only one of the things. I have insomnia now. My mind is telling me to go to sleep, but my body is saying that I need to go and DO something, time to wake up, rise and shine, yet it is midnight. I've been getting at least an hour of sleep per night. So from 10:30 to around 5 each morning, I have been awake and could not help it. President Laney told me to call Uncle Chuck today, so that is my next step. Anyways, that is the bad news.

So they think that missionary work is all fun-and-games huh? Good! If I told them what happens in the reality of missionary work, they wouldn't go on one. No one will ever SHOW what happens during the actual work. One way to show them is by getting the Preach My Gospel DVD. It covers the activities of a district over a period of time. They probably wont understand it completely, but that is missionary work.

So Henry and Shanna will be in J2? I like it! Funny story about the car. Trujillo sounds familiar, same with Skyler. Ask them if they know an Elder Collado (Kol-ee-ah-doh) or Elder Zobell.

New pictures of baptisms and such, just forgot my camera thing. Dang. We helped an eight-year-old named Lizzy, I might have told you that. Also we had Eric Gardner baptized on Wednesday. I found a nasty scorpion with a glowing stinger in the Bishop's garden. Also met Dolores, a creepy Black Widow Spider that Eric's fellowshipping family had caught in their garage. YIKES! I don't like the thought of those nasties. Ow....ok that hurt. Got a little excited and jumped. Not a fun result I might add.

President Laney holds Uncle Chuck in high regards. I will be glad when I talk to him today, as long as he is not in Alaska or something. Hopefully we can figure this thing out. Don't ask me if I took ibuprofen or anything, that was one of the first things I tried. Didn't even dull it. I already went through everything Sis. Laney would have told me to do. My point is, it started on Wednesday and hasn't gone away. I do hope it isn't something bad.

Elder Austin Waller,

With love of course

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Week 48

July 20, 2009
Hey,

I've been doing what I can over here on my end for her. Fasting every Sunday is probably one of the more effective things I can see. My only problem with the mail thing is that I don't know where a post-office is in this zone. That and my hand-writing! AGH! Anyways, I'll do what I can.

On Sunday I had to give a talk on preparation for Eternal Life. The doctrine behind it is simple. Faith in Christ, Repentance, Baptism, Gift of the Holy Ghost, Enduring to the End, receive and keep temple covenants. Most of mine was based on the extra things we can do. After I was done, there were at least twenty people at the end of the meeting that told me I was on fire, or that I had answered their prayers. One came up to me and said, "Welcome to the Seventy!" I found that a little funny.

The rest of Sunday was kind of hectic. Why? Well, Elder Parker began to have chest pains. Two hours later, he still did. So he called someone who came over and checked him. She is an RN and his former landlady. So that was fun. Today we had him in the hospital for an appointment with a cardiologist. She did an EKG and put him on a 24 hr Halter monitor. Fun stuff.

Not much else other than being a little discouraged. No one is ever home nowadays. NO ONE! So, trying to encourage myself in hard times is really hard in itself. Needless to say, I have been listening to the CD every night. Every time I do I get the feeling that I need to 'arise from the dust.' Almost as if now is the time. It helps keep me going.

A couple days ago I woke up feeling that something wasn't right. Everyday I have felt that way. I haven't seen anything or felt anything. It is not a loss of the Spirit because I can still feel it. It is something else. I have been praying about it, but nothing so far. I really just do not know.

Good to hear from ya.

Love,

Elder Austin Waller

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Week 47

July 13, 2009

Hey,

Three words. I love you. I have already listened to the CD nearly 5 times now. My favorite! It was very unexpected to get that one. Thanks for the notepads! I needed those. (we sent Austin a newly compiled cd from some movie soundtracks. It is a difficult process to find those appropriate for our missionary-no upbeat or intense music-I found 4 selections from Transformers and most of the Finding Neverland Soundtrack.)

Now down to something that I feel is a little more pressing. Our friend has cancer again? For some reason I just feel really compelled to ask for you to do something. Ask for a Book of Mormon from the Sisters over there. Write your testimony about prayer inside. Print out the section that I am going to type after this paragraph and insert it. Mark Moroni 7: 26 and either read it to her or ask her to read it. Tell her that I asked you to give it to her. Ask her if she would like to learn more about the principle of faith. Tell her that you know two sisters who would love to share that with her. It may seem hard, but that is missionary work. The meek change the stumbling blocks set in our way into stepping stones that can improve our lives.

(Name withheld), I hear you are fighting hard against cancer still. I have learned from the mission I am on that there is a way to come off conquerer. That is by prayer. It may seem silly, but God loves you. He wants to hear from you, no matter how your day is. There is a scripture in Moroni 7: 26 which is on page 523 of the Book of Mormon. Christ gives us very important counsel here. I know that if one will pray with a sincere desire and real intent, God will reach out with His arms and comfort you. He loves all of His children. You, me, your family, my family, everyone. He will give answers to our prayers, we just need to listen. There is a good chance that He will not answer with a big booming voice or a bright neon sign, but you will recognize when He does answer. I have experienced this many times throughout my life. If it wasn't for a prayer, and some steps of faith, I would not be where I am today, or who I am today. Prayer changes the night to day. Never forget that. When life seems hard and is not going your way, pray. You can pray anywhere. He hears all heartfelt prayers and WILL answer. I know this with all my heart. I bear witness that prayer will bring you through any tough ordeal with added will, strength, and courage. I say these things in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
-Elder Austin D. Waller

I really want you to do that for me.

I have been having an alright week. Nothing really spectacular. Well, maybe one discovery. I realized that I learn through music. Words or not. I learned the importance of sacrifice after listening to wordless music. It just makes me think. I now have a very strong testimony about the need for sacrifices in our lives. Just as it states in "Praise to the Man," sacrifice brings forth the blessings of heaven.

Thanks for everything and sorry for writing so late today. The Family History Center wasn't open for a long time. Yes my companion is ok, he is getting better. We still don't know why it was happening though. The music can be listened to as we wish. There are some CD's my companions have had that I would rather not listen to. Like the Singles Ward or the RM. But, this is perfectly fine. Gotta run!

With love,
Elder Austin Waller

Monday, July 6, 2009

Week 46

July 6, 2009

Hey,

Did not know Uncle Chuck was in Alaska at the time till he said it at the end of the call. All I knew was that my companion, Elder Parker, needed some advice and the people in the mission who are supposed to give the advice were not answering their phones. So I thought it would be best to call him.

I like this area much better. The homes aren't nearly as big and people actually appreciate what they have. Meaning, they don't go on spending sprees. The people here are much more humble, the part I like most.

Well, I kinda forget how old people are. It just sounded like he was already there! I was thinking....naw....really? Anita hurt her ankle....uhh...news to me!

My health? Well, the digestive booster you sent me...I can't swallow at all. Everything else is fine. Yes, I am getting in plenty of water. Why wouldn't I? It is 95 stinking degrees out here! Every home we stop by we get water from. Brother Farnsworth mentioned that to Aunt Sharon huh? (mom-that Austin looked pale) I don't know what could be wrong then. Iron intake is better than ever. Grape Nuts helps with 90% in one serving. Luckily I love Grape Nuts and all those healthy cereals. I did see one thing wrong, or rather felt. On Sunday I was depressed all day. No clue as to why, especailly during testimony meeting! GAHH! I haven't been feeling cold or anything like that. So...I really just do not know.

I need input on something. My vision is getting worse. I prayed about it and felt like it wasn't necessary to get it checked out. I also was impressed that if I felt so inclined I should talk to you about it. What do you say?

Independence Day out here is literally a warzone. There is smoke everywhere, fireworks lighting up along the way, bottle rockets flying everywhere, bombs literally bursting in the air. People shouting at you as you drive home to turn off your headlights...which I didn't. Oh yeah, I'm driving a truck! WOO!

Teaching time! The importance of prayer! Read D&C 39+40. Then go to D&C 10:5, 3Nephi 18: 18-19, and Helaman 5:12. When you read those, you will realize how vital prayer is in our lives. So pray always!

Take care!

Elder Austin Waller

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Weeks 42-45



June 29, 2009

Hey,

Answer to the movie question. Do NOT post it on the internet. I will repeat that. Do NOT post it on the internet. You can show it to people, but not online. Yes, I would very much be appreciative to have the memory back. Good to hear that it got to you alright. Thank you Mom. The pianist is Elder Epps. He is really good and can you believe that it was improv? Well it was! WOO!

We had a baptism this week. His name is Alan Battles. Very neat guy. I really like teaching people older than me because you learn from them as they are learning from you. It is really cool! Still, this area is really slow, but we are doing what we can to prepare the stakes for member missionary work.

My companion, Elder Holden, is leaving for Alabama Thursday morning. He likes to write a lot. Today he is downtown and will be going through SLC temple. Nice.

The talks were great! It made me feel really good when Dad used Joshua 1:9. Thank Dr. Piper for the Detroitosaurus Wrecks. (We sent Austin a copy of the cover of a magazine-The Economist- which had a T-Rex made of car parts-very clever) My companions liked it a lot, but of course I had much more appreciation for it. Why? I love dinosaurs! WOO!

Hmmm, so the lack of communication gene comes from Dad huh? (In reference to a funny misunderstanding story I told Austin) I'm managing. We had a communication thing out here as well, so I can relate! We were in the Oquirrh Mountain Temple open house at the baptismal font. We were stopped, explaining to someone we were taking through what the temple font was for. The lady behind us stopped and backed up the line. Elder Makiyama asked for her to go on by. For some reason she pointed at the font and said, "You first." This really confused him so he asked her again. Again she said for him to get in the font. I came to the rescue and explained to her that he wasn't telling her to get into the font, he was telling her that she could go past us. It is really funny to us now, telling a non-member to go by and she thinking he wanted to baptize her. Goes to show you what people immediately think about us when they see us. That is why only Sister Missionaries are on temple duty!

Anyways, transfers are coming up and I am wondering what will happen. I hear that Transformers 2 is out. I heard it was really good! Of course, I don't care had they said it was horrible, when I get back I will watch it. You don't see my smile right now because all you see is text! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! (laughter)

Hey, where is Matt serving?

With love always,
Elder Austin Waller


Austin's address is:

Elder Austin Waller
Utah SLC South Mission
8060 South 615 East
Sandy, Utah 84070

e-mail: adwaller@myldsmail.net


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June 22, 2009

Hey!

Nearly forgot the week number? Wow...I have to look either at this or the last one I sent. You just lose track of time out here. It is merely a day of the week with a number attached to it. Sundays are hard. Mondays are fun. Tuesdays are tiring. Wednesdays are difficult to find work. Thursdays are similar. Friday has a lot of planning. Saturday is also difficult, especially when most everyone ignores you. Holidays are the worst because NO ONE IS HOME!

I got the package but have yet to open it. I hope there is a list of the songs. Don't worry, I'm confident you found the appropriate ones. We like the exact same stuff remember?

This week has been...interesting to say the least. Ok, so it was quite creepy. Dangerous? No. Just creepy. An example is that one of the nights we had a call come through our landlords, the Henries, home phone. It says the name of the caller. Well, the caller was zero-zero-zero-zero-zero-zero-zero. We were freaking out. We only learned about two days ago that it was a reverse 911 warning us about the mudslides happening. Nothing happened to us, so don't fret. That was just one of them. The others, uhh, I will leave for another time. Can't really express those in written words.

I got to do something that missionaries rarely get the opportunity to do. I got to sit in on a patriarchal blessing! WOO! Rudy Vidal is awesome. I only taught him new member lessons but he is cool. More missionaries witness sealings than patriarchal blessings.

Did you get the pictures I sent? Hopefully they don't just leave it at the door. That would not be good. I would be EXTREMELY upset. Anyways, let me know.

Love to all,
Elder Austin Waller



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June 15, 2009

Hey,

This week has been really hard both physically and mentally. Physically because we had to evade huge storms in which there was lightning every 10 seconds. Mentally because of all the stress occurring. It is good to know that there are two coming my way. I don't specifically care, just as many as you can find.

I'm telling you, words have far more impact on lives than people realize. Both constructive and destructive. I wish people would look at the things they are saying more often.

So most everyone is moving huh? Not cool. I was able to see President Cottrell, the new mission president for the Raleigh mission. He said he already has it scheduled to meet President Brew and maybe come out and see the ward. Yay! He is a nice guy. You will like him. I told him about the elders being pulled out of the ward.

I really like teaching people out here who are older than me. This is because they teach things to you as well! Anyways. The Toms sent me a card with a Brittany on it. Has a lot of "Hi's." They expressed an appreciation for your talks, calling them great and other really good descriptive terms. Thanks! I'll look forward to next week.

Love,
Elder Austin Waller

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June 8, 2009

Hey,

Sounds fun over there. Did that necessarily happen here this week? Uhhh...not at all. Lets just say that patience is wearing VERY thin. So this was a frustrating week.

Anything cool? This morning was possibly the coolest moment this entire transfer. One of our investigators, an "eternal investigator," told us about a dream he had a while back. In that dream he was told to read the book of Titus. Of course, he didn't even know that the book of Titus existed at the time he had this dream. Later on he found it. At the end, we all exchanged scriptures to read. Today we read Jeremiah 23, the scripture he gave us that talks all about false prophets and some qualities of true prophets. We felt inspired to read Titus. Three chapters, three companions. The book of Titus answers ALL, EVERY SINGLE ONE, IN FINALITY, OVERALL, EVERYTHING, COMPLETELY, ALL of his questions. We were literally jumping out of our seats for this one. At the end of Titus, it even gave us instructions! Now how about that? Talk about being smacked in the face by the Spirit...in a spiritual way of course.

About the pictures. It would probably be easiest for me to send it by way of mail in the USB flash-drive. Why? It can hold 8GB of memory, that's why. Plus, I have many pictures which would require more than one CD.

Spider adventures? (mom wrote -Well, it is Asiatic Garden Beetle season. If the Milky White Spores we put out in March made them sick, I can’t see it. I’ve been gathering about 20 per night in a 15-20 minute time period. Although, I did take a break for a few days this week because of a surprise collected item. I came in from the dark and was showing Danny my catch, when I spotted a plump, crab looking spider. Aaaaaaaahhhh!!!!! (Temporary loss of breathing ability, loss of focus, creepy feelings for hours-fear). When I could look, the little guy looked so out of place, I felt sorry for him. “Trust me little guy, you were an accident.” I asked Danny to release him, but, he said “he got caught, let him die”. So, after calming down and truly feeling sorry for Crabbie, I isolated him from the beetles and VERY CAREFULLY partially opened his corner of the zip lock bag. I quickly withdrew after Crabbie creeped out. He seemed to look back with a thanks and disappeared. This is outside of course.) Hmm....I could picture that happening. Crabbie. Although how it got in the bag, I am clueless. Somehow, you grabbed it thinking it was a coffee bean beetle (they look like coffee beans), then put it in the bag. You know that was a jumping spider right? Consider watching Eight Legged Freaks again. Yeah...you know it. Hooray for goofy sounding spiders and carnival music! YAY!

Speaking of music. Could you perchance be able to select some of the calming songs from the movie soundtracks, burn them to a CD, then mail it here? No upbeat or intense music though. Just that. If so, then...YAY! Are my "YAYs" making me sound more real? I think I was just really happy that day. Don't know why.

Off to save the Valley!

Elder Austin Waller

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June 1, 2009

Hey,

Very good news! I was able to sell my bike for $400. Yay! We also had a baptism! Yay! He was Russian! Yay! I have a headache! Yay! I am being as optimistic as I possibly can for this week! Yay!

So it was a very good week at parts. Most of it though was one big headache. I gave a talk on Sunday as well. It was based on fear and faith. I just seem to give really powerful talks when I base missionary work on that. Many people get up to shake our hands after it. There are some times where I wonder whether people like the person or the title.

Do not buy any memory for my camera! I have plenty! I just bought a USB so I can put my pictures on it and send it. It would be much easier that way. The letter quote is very true, probably why there is much humor found in it! (mom wrote-On Saturday, Dad talked with Uncle Brian. Together they came up with this short description of a mission from a parental view. “Write a letter, read a letter, write a check (repeated over and over).” Having sent out three missionaries, Brother Tom especially appreciated it. He let out an extra big laugh when dad delivered it.)

AHH! PACKAGES! While they are nice...they can be a hassle. Ummm.....I really have no idea. I can't really think of anything. My mind is just whirling with things that need to be done and cannot slow down to think for myself. Now you are making me think.....there is nothing that I really NEED. I can suggest things not to send. No candy or hygiene items. I seem to be in excess of those. Be creative.

Still it is good to have a day of rest after a long hard week. That is my favorite commandment, Keep the Sabbath Day. Why? It commands you to REST!!!

Love to all,

Elder Austin Waller

Monday, June 1, 2009

week 41


Elder Makiyama, Elder Waller, Elder Holden, New Convert

June 1, 2009

Hey,

Very good news! I was able to sell my bike for $400. Yay! We also had a baptism! Yay! He was Russian! Yay! I have a headache! Yay! I am being as optimistic as I possibly can for this week! Yay!

So it was a very good week at parts. Most of it though was one big headache. I gave a talk on Sunday as well. It was based on fear and faith. I just seem to give really powerful talks when I base missionary work on that. Many people get up to shake our hands after it. There are some times where I wonder whether people like the person or the title.

Do not buy any memory for my camera! I have plenty! I just bought a USB so I can put my pictures on it and send it. It would be much easier that way. The letter quote is very true, probably why there is much humor found in it! (mom wrote- Saturday, Dad talked with Uncle Brian. Together they came up with this short description of a mission from a parental view. Danny used it in a talk he gave on Sunday. “Write a letter, read a letter, write a check (repeated over and over).” Having sent out three missionaries, Brother Tom especially appreciated it. He let out an extra big laugh when dad delivered it.

AHH! PACKAGES! While they are nice...they can be a hassle. Ummm.....I really have no idea. I can't really think of anything. My mind is just whirling with things that need to be done and cannot slow down to think for myself. Now you are making me think.....there is nothing that I really NEED. I can suggest things not to send. No candy or hygiene items. I seem to be in excess of those. Be creative.

Still it is good to have a day of rest after a long hard week. That is my favorite commandment, Keep the Sabbath Day. Why? It commands you to REST!!!

Love to all,

Elder Austin Waller